We're sad to hear this news.  Many of us were curious if there were any details that can be spoken of?  He had several very close friends here.

There are alot more details i hate to just post this on line it seems kinda impersonal but he committed suicide ...he had alot of issues he didn't like to talk about much....but he was in alot of physical and emotional pain that he often kept to himself... if you all would like you are more details than this you are more than welcome to personally email me at [email protected] or just ask the questions you would like more details on or if you would like to attend services..Although for the record the services will be at the United Methodist Church in Paradise Valley Arizona( I know he wasnt a religious person but his parents were..althought we will be heading to california to sprinkle the ashes in the ocean since he did mention that once to me)...I thank you all for your condolences and he was one of the most eloquent spoken and amazing individuals i have known. ...sorry if this didnt answer more questions you all have but again if you have more questions feel free to ask me

Natasha V

I know what it's like. I have several attempts under my belt - about a year ago I wound up in intensive care and the mental hospital for about a week and a half. I know dying still calls to me a lot. It sucks another person who doesn't believe the religious bullshit is gone. We didn't agree at all on gun control or economics but were both staunch atheists.

Very sorry to hear about your father, Natasha. I can only imagine how that would feel.

Hey, RRS brethren, I was thinking it would be nice if we put together a little memorial post to HeyZeus. Maybe we could go through his old posts and pull out some memorable quotes, so people can get an idea of what he was like.

  Wow, that leaves me feeling kind of weird and sad.  I really feel bad for the guy, seriously.  Please accept my sincere and heartfelt condolences.  Peace.

thank you for all your guyz condelences if their anything you need to post a lil memorial for him let me know? like pics or anything ..although i dont know how much help i can be just let me know

NatashaV

he left a ton of notes for alot of friends and family but he only said his reasons for his actions and then the first page of every not was personally adressed to that indiv. and mine said nothing that would help here since the jist was that he was in love with me..and his reasons were about his physical and emotional pain.did he ever tell you guyz about his accident in spain in 2001 that left him with a terrible back???..but yeah other then that he didnt say anything else...the only other thing we are doing is a memorial in paradise valley...i dunno if any of u are from AZ? If so you are more then welcome to come if you have the time...and in cali we are going to be dumping the ashes but that will be a while cuz im in school right now and i gotta get with his mom on when we will be doing that...sorry i couldnt be of much help

NatashaV

Dear Friends
 
We have finally nailed down the date and time for Nathan's service.  It will be at the chapel at our church.  Construction is going
 on at the south end of the campus.  So it is probably best to enter on the west entrance.It is on north side of Lincoln--both
entrances have tall cactus (cacti?)
 
    TUES. NOV 11 2 P.M.           PARADISE VALLEY UNITED METHODIST CHURCH
                                           4455 E. LINCOLN DR.
                                            PARADISE VALLEY, AZ                                     1/4 mile west of Tatum
                                            602-938-7750
 
Hopefully, Nathan will be able to check out his service and say he appreciated your casual, colorful attire (he was no GQ, huh?)
to honor his casual laid back style!  There will be guitar music---no organ music--he will appreciate that, don't you agree?
In other words, this will be A CELEBRATION OF LIFE!!!!!!  I am hoping there might be a time at the service where you might
share a story or something about him if you are comfortable. Reception following Celebration  right there on the same campus.  
 
I am sending out a rather mass mailing---it is difficult to contact so many people who care---and don't feel bad if you are
unable to join us.  Instead please say a prayer for him and make a toast to him.
 
Haven't written his obit yet, must do tomorrow.  let me say now---in lieu of flowers make a donation to
the American Spinal Injury Assoc.     www.asia-spinalinjury.org/
 
                                          XO  Dianne and Chris Dean
 

This is all the info his mom sent me about the memorial...i hope this helps...ill keep this updated as i get more information as it comes...i understand that most people on here probably can not attend the service but apprently his mom is saying donations to the spinal injury assoc. is best! Oh and his name is Nathan Scott if anyone did not know that...Perhaps sometime i will be able to get to know some of you guyz that were close to him on here and learn about some of the important things he shared with you all about religion and life in general. thank you guyz so much in showing you support if heyzeuse!
 

NatashaV

I  would read his posts at his memorial the only problem is his parents were conservative and methodist and i really dont want to hurt his mom then she already is...otherwise i would because it never bothered me that he was atheist but i think the family might not like it but i can see if i can place them at the alter maybe with his other things that made nathan himself...so while they may not be read they would be placed for others to see??

http://www.legacy.com/azcentral/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=120222513